why it must be like this ?
why it must be me who always get tortured by their deeds ?
why it must be my heart which break always ?
why You must send them to me if they only bring sadness and aimless to my life ?
why Allah ?
is it that you have plan something for me?
big or small ?
until I still can't get my love .
my kasih sayang that I yearn all this years.
why Allah ?
why I still can't get it ?
is this what You want to see ?
my patience ?
how many years more ?
how many days more ?
Allah .
Pardon me .
pardon me .
I know I'm the one who can't always optimist with your fate
I know I'm always wrong
Until they left me
all that I love
they left me alone here Ya Allah
should I never put on hope to any man afterwards ?
But i need love Ya Allah .
I need love .
It never enough love from a family .
I want love from them , who had left me .
the one that You sent to me
the one that You ask to torture me .
Ya Allah .
give me the strength .
It has been always like this .
WHY ?
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