I do it because i want you.

I throw my pride and i do my best to make you feel that i'm here , waiting and hoping and hoping fr you, i want you to see me!

I want you to walk with me for every step i take and sit with me always, stand me up when i fall, motivate me for everything and we can share our happines.

But all i get was ashamed, people thought i'm selling my pride when i contact you, when i'm too obsess to you! And i'm down again.

You gv me yr shit ! You'd say everything tht cud make me happy but at the same time you humiliated me in front of yr friends , to my friends and to the one who you'd hoping fr.

And what did i get? What did i get after all my trials to make you want me. i am a girl , i am not a boy.how I felt i am so stupid when i'd melten my egotism fr you. Just to fulfill my heart wish.

I hope you read this. Hoping too much. How i wish i never know you,and how i wish i can be yr part of life. Fyi , i hurt too much when i've to face the truth tht it's not me whom you chose to be.

And fyi too, i'm not mili when it comes to love ..