Yek Sejuto

haishh. bilo la nok sihat ? biloo la ado maso nok g klinik ? mce2 halange . ee. yek sejuto sungguh. hahaha. bta, bakpo kalu kuk phone xleh text ehh blog ? skt jiwoo sungguh. byk gtu nok oyak , tp  x teroyak. :D anyway , aku masih bahagia menunggu hari2 pmr . eerr. lg cepat lg baik ;) hoho. bose la. nowadays g mano2 msti kno tgk muko2 yekk sjuto tuu, mce serabut laa , beci ngelih sungguh . ado saing hok hati kerahhh po guo sore tuh, adduu la . malah nok carro dh kito.. mce2 doh ayatt dio. ikuk mu la. nok hiduk ko nok mati , aku SO SEN POM TOK KESOH . hahaha tagline terrbaru . :P budak2 mentahh :P 

Tergugat Iman !

weh weh weh , gpio tubik dekat home nih ? hahaha . serrabutt laa duniooo weii tulunggg la. ii geli geli geli yekkk! gay sungguh. hahaha . gay gay gay ! ghaghahaghaa . first of all - good luck utk form 2 sic yang wakil kelas utk pidatoo sebagai pelapis thn dpei , errr wak molekk , thn dpei kitto jupoo skali , hahaha. and aku pun sampai tertolong buat teks dkt sorre ni , ya ya ya , raso buey maso gilo dkt 5 jam duk ngadap laptop - buat teks, mce xdpt gapo2 punn bna katku , hahaha, tp aku tulung ikhlas, aku tulung ada niat , aku nok suruh dio lawe smo ketakutan diootu, and bangkit utk lawe si koyya2 tuu YEKKK ok. hahaha. emhh tu lah niat aku. tu la org kata - buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jgn sesekali , sampai homework habis terbengkalai, soalan2 bjujuk tunggu nok dijawab , xtau laa dei ke dok siap mlm ni. asal essay duo2 tuu siap, teks pidato siap , kira ok dh. legoo gilo. gheghegheehh .

gtulah crito dioo. dua hari cuti. semalam g tok bali , make maggi ketam . first time kutt juppo maggi ketam . :D pmr 8 hari lagi. tp dey lg update blog. hahaha . kejayaan tu , bukann utk ditunjuk , kejayaan utk disimpan. sebagai kenangan dan kebanggaan diri sendiri, bukan sebagai platform utk meriakkan diri. mcm ado diotuuu tuh, awoko hebat , habih ore nyo caci nyo hino. wuhh ! GELIII . 

Ragam Manusia

Subhanallah. gilaa . jak pg td lagii duk tahan nok jerikk , last sekali tadii sapa rumohhh akhirnya berjaya jgk jerix puah2. aku pun xtahu bakpo.. :( STRES . stres gilo gilo gilo. bendo tu bena xkei jd stres kalu study tak dicampurkan dgn hal2 feeling keparat ni. tp bilo sth hok kito nok tu , hok kto saye tu ktoo xleh jupoo, start la nok blaja pun xleh. hish. sebabtu baik berangan-angan jhla. realiti tu mmg menyakitkan gila ! :( just sing along to my stereo. hoho. harini , bg org lain tu the happiest day ever la, bg aku cuma hari yg sungguh membuang masa dan membosankan dan hari aku rasa aku give up give up give up utk berkomunikasi dgn anyone laaah . hiagh. what did i said ? i need a peace. 

CHANGE !

naghak nok suh g sujud kaki kutt terr baru nok kaba . huh. ni manusio x sedar diri. bjuto kali mtok maah tp wak la benok dio situhh , supo takdok otok, mikirrr la weih! mu tuh bukei umo 4 tahunn pun! tuo dohh, reti bezo dohh mano baik mano buruk. wak namoghima laa blaja tinggi2, kecek gotu kecek gini tp gak hati gelak gelito xdok hidayah xdok cahayo lasung! Allah . kaba la ghetek . kto tuhhh doso timbun2 doh. Nabi tuh - hok takdok doso gosatu tuh punn reti maafkan umat dio , bia la kure aja taro mano punng. Allah tuu , Allah hok siey male pg petey mu dok mtok do'o ko Dio, hok mu dok make butir2 nasi tuu rezeki dpd spio ? tdok Dio kei ? gak kalu Allah tu buleh ampunkan doso hamba dio hok pnoh g sembelih ore lain tuu, apatoh lg mu hok besa semut ni , iiii xleh nok mmikir ko sbeta ? Ya Allah , kalu aku keii , mme x seney duduk la main nga dendey nga ore lain ni. nih dio buleh laa xgunoo akal lasungg ! iii , saba jah la. baloh nga budok lagu ni la . x matured ! :P 

Ungu

Salah kah cara sy? Sy sayang awk, sy berharap, berharap, berdoa, berdoa, tanpa sedari awk khianati segalanya di belakang, tanpa sedari awk sdg ketawa melihat kebodohan sy, tanpa sedari aib sy dari satu telinga ke satu telinga awk sebarkan, tanpa sedari kulit hati ni makin disayat-sayat. Saya tak fahamla. Awk benci sy? Awk benci? Apa lg yg x puaskn hati awk? Beruntung lah awk sbb sy syg awk, sbb sy ambil berat pasal awk, sbb sy slalu bg nasihat kt awk, awk x pernah hargai namun cuma mampu kata 'sy benci awak', HIPOKRIT ! TUIHH ! Penipu! 'mikir diri' . :p . Bila sy mintak maaf awk x layan, ok fine. Sy pun letih, dah 5 bulan sy jd bodoh sbb awk! Lima bulan sy sia-siakan utk awk. Mmg la awk ni iiii.

entitle SORRY ;3

heehoo. five boys - two girls - they rotate my life by 360 degree , put me in a drama , make me as the best actress ever , guide me to change , help me to wake up and walk thru everything , but realising that happiness is not destined forever , and here i am trying to clear all the memories and all the bitter sour tabs - away away farrrrr away from my life. when i love them , and they hurt me , and they the one who had guide me to the wrong pathway - where a girl chase a boy . it is so funny seriously. make me a stupid ever teen, make my life despair, make me down to the ground until i can't wake up back , make me insane of them and so on .

i don't care of all that if only i am not going to face my pmr . but this is the problem now, how i'm going to control how i'm going to run how i'm going to stroll back again bla bla bla.

last but not least : i have a mission . . and i'll make it true this time ;) taradaaa !

Gio - Getar Hati

tak tidoo mlm youuu dengar lirik dia!

Sujud syukur

Betullah , apa yg kita belajar, itulah yg kita amalkan. Memandangkan pendedahan diri sy dlm agama ni secebis cebisan daging, hehee harini baru belajar cara nk sujud syukur, :D . Tu pun nsb baik ustazah ghoyak - pheeww. Rupanya sujud syukur tu bknlah susah sgt, senang jah , tp caranya tu yg mnjadi pertanyaan dan jg kealpaan seorang mili apabila mmperoleh apa2 kjayaan - ayat bahas jh tuu. Hahaha.

Sujud sykur yg prmulaannya niat - takbiratul ihram - dan terus sujud - masa sujud tu bc ayat dio / klu x igt bco subhanallah walhamdulillah walaailahaillallah - syukur la gpo2 phtu trus tahiyat akhir.

Yola, buke nok jd ustazah, tkt la ado hok x tahu lg, mce aku ni, umo 15 thn bru reti nk mengekspresikan syukur mlalui ibadah.

So td lps maye asar terus buat sujud sykur , hahaha, mce2 kurniaan dan rezeki Allah bg hok slamo ni tpendam akhirnya dterjemahkn mlalui sesujud ituu td. Ttibo raso tenangg jah, huu, bialah result bereh ke dok, janji itu smua kurniaan Allah jgk, so qanaah,tawakkal dan redha lah kita sbagai umat islam.

A doh pai, hahaha. Konklusinya, jdlah kekasih Allah yg terrrbaik! Err memandangkn pmr nk dekat doh, so sy dh list kn org2 yg sy kna pegi mtak maaf , insyAllah mggu depan, buat masa sekarang masih sibuk utk bkomunikasi. Meminta maaf itu perlukan satu daya keimanan dan optimis yg tinggi dan juga keegoan yg rendah serta mood yg sesuai.

Err i don't mind to ask fr my friends apologizes but I mind when I hv to do it fr boys. Aduh. Jatuhla maruah -

Coming topic is about love ;)

hoho

pelik2 la manusio punn ! huh. aku kcek golain, nyo tafsir golain. dhla public plk tuh. aduhh la, wak malu sungguh! kde2 nk wk status tu kno mikir 14 kali duluu , tkt  nyo g komen pelik2! huhh. bose la. brapo kali nk oyk, saya terlalu bahagia dgn dunia sy dan sungguh brsyukur dgn apa yg ada, langsung pun xdok perase'ey nok hino caci ore lain, klu emo - sensitive tuu lamo jjame doh tngga dowh ! i just cudn't understand why did people nvr see my changes ? ahrh ! i'd change ! (mmg la x punn tp at least aku tunjuk reaksi yg positif ko ore lain). aduh. skt jiwo bulehh . xpolah. belajar trimo nasihat, emh! aku x kisoh nok bg nasihat punn tp agok2 la dlm fb tuu public , smo ore buleh baco ! adooo laa !

Semalam Semalam

Cerita pasal semalam ,
hari hati sedunia kutt. Hahha. Tido pko 11, bgn tepat2 pko 3, smaye hjt , smaye taubat , smaye tahjud , pahtu duk jerix sore ! Hahaha , how i still can laugh , like there was nothing happened. Biarlah. I need tranquility . For three weeks, idw know anthng about him neither her nor iblis2 tu.

Geram gilo ! Ok. Read this kuba -
i nvr ask my friends or sapo2 la utk tego you dkt fb or else mana2 lantak la , i nvr ask them to tackle you fr me, Ya Allah aku xdok selero dh kelih pe'ey peranga agah mu tu! Soo, klu nok oyk atau nk assume anything, just go on, sy xkisoh punn, letih gilo dh dgr smo fitnoh2 tu. So now, go away frm me, anyway, berbanggalah dgn keistimewaan mu tuh, igt, life is a rotation ! Kerbau .

I do it because i want you.

I throw my pride and i do my best to make you feel that i'm here , waiting and hoping and hoping fr you, i want you to see me!

I want you to walk with me for every step i take and sit with me always, stand me up when i fall, motivate me for everything and we can share our happines.

But all i get was ashamed, people thought i'm selling my pride when i contact you, when i'm too obsess to you! And i'm down again.

You gv me yr shit ! You'd say everything tht cud make me happy but at the same time you humiliated me in front of yr friends , to my friends and to the one who you'd hoping fr.

And what did i get? What did i get after all my trials to make you want me. i am a girl , i am not a boy.how I felt i am so stupid when i'd melten my egotism fr you. Just to fulfill my heart wish.

I hope you read this. Hoping too much. How i wish i never know you,and how i wish i can be yr part of life. Fyi , i hurt too much when i've to face the truth tht it's not me whom you chose to be.

And fyi too, i'm not mili when it comes to love ..

One thing tht i always plan to do but i can't do is sleep early and wake up in the middle of d night then study . But tonight i'd succeed to do it , so now leave me alone and i wanno studyyyyy ! Seriously today was very busy (not bad) , but that's the real , take every challenge and just go by it. Heehoo inila jadi bila on fon , mce2 nasio call ! Serabukk tau dok. Hihsh.

Heehoo

heheh . tadi kei , tadi kei , bukok la profile diotuhh dkt fb , GHAGHAGHA , doklaa , bukei nok ngupak gapoo, tp gak, aduhh , GHAGHAGHA serius gtu lah bunyi suko aku loni , hihi , ok bukei la nok oyak aku ni lagi suci daripada dio atau sebaliknyo bla bla bla cumo nok oyak ; sedarlah diri anda ; geli gelemey laa kelih eeee geli geli geli . uboh la pranga tuh manusioo ! it's soo disgusting ! eyuww ! biskut marie lg cute drpd mu GHAGHAGHA :P stereo stereo stereo ;)

<3   

Mahatma Gandhi

this name that always being my inspiration in my essay . Antara kata-kata beliau -  Kamu dapat merantaiku, kamu dapat menyiksaku, bahkan kamu dapat menghancurkan tubuh ini, tetapi kamu tidak akan dapat memenjarakan pikiranku. - that's for a shit like you =.-

Dan juga yang ini - Ketika kamu berhadapan dengan musuhmu, taklukkan mereka dengan cinta

last -  Tidak ada orang yang dapat menyakitiku tanpa izinku

he is my idol :D and Tz too . 

Takdok Rezeki Kawangg Nok Wat Gane Dopp

sakit jiwo gilo kutt main nga isi borang sbp ONLINE niih ! hish.bodo gilo kutt . isi punyo isi punyo isi , pahgak print - bo jahhh print tuh , tubik ketah kosong putih ! Allah , gilo sungguh la , printer pulok takdok ink . hashhh . pah tu tgk2 balik information tuu mme saloh abih ! alamat rumoh aku g buh golain , penglibatan namoghima tu punn aku g buh golain . Subhanallah . bakpola tebolah tebolah gilo harini ! malang gilo kutt . pahgak xleh bekki dohla . ishh. sakit hati la . emh kuk mu la kuba. baso nok laye dohh isi2 mentantanggg goni. panas giloo kut. bia ah. xdok rezeki la tuu . adola hikmah Dio nyoo . duk zs sapa abih spm - nok wak gano lagii dihh . kawang redho jah .. asal pmr aku straight A's . Tz pun xdok doh klu aku g SMSS thn dpe . TKC ? klu mtok pun xleh jugok seroo . biala . REDHO .