Ya Allah . woke up when my dad awake me , and suddenly realised that i'd dreamt sth last night . . when i flash it back, Subhanallah ! IT'S YOU AGAIN ! wouldn't it such a shit shit shit shit ? i'd too much give up to you. i fed-up. firstly, why did you came to my dream every night ? they were very irritating me la when i just only can dream, when i just only dream dream and dream like there's no stupid ever thing to do in the whole world ! i can't breath hahhh ! and yes making this entri was the hardest part of my night . :( why did you do this to me ? why you didn't reply my msg when i truly need you like mad ! why you didn't answer my call ? why ? and that was true of what did my sis told me last week . she told that 'what if one day he isn't there for you ? and what wud yr life be ?' , i said to her 'i can still live because i only know him for about 4 months, and that's clearly possible that i can live wthout knowing him for almost 14 yrs 2 months !' . yeah . i'm the best when i'm talking as if i wud be able to do whatever i told . i'm stupid . i'm stupid because i'v wasted my whole time that shud be filled with study and books but waiting for a msg from bloody shit like you. and that's what i've been thinking to, i wanna take leave you. by whatever way, i know i can . that's my hell-bent . don't ever come for me in this 50 days cause i won't accept you, i won't accept you, i won't accept you. i can be the stupidest but everybdy choose to be the cleverest right. and I am taking the best way for my future. He , he only know how to ruin my future ! NEVER THERE WHEN I NEED HIM. NEVER APPRECIATE ME AS I DID . NEVER BE LIKE I WANTED TO . he's soo annoying , most annoying person i'd ever met . dshsh.
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